its not the path that i want to choose...
someone has change a whole world of me..taking everything from me...
taking me to the down side of the road...
if only i could...turn back the time...change things around...i wish....
but i couldnt...wat is happen..had happened...
how could i tell the world..that i wish...i dont walk down his road...
full of dust and dirt..covering whole body of me...
all...i ask is a hand...
a hand that sincere to be hand over..to guide me..back...
a heart that offer a purely love..that..love me as i am...
a tender that comfort me..as i climb back up this road away from the dark side of it...
every time i do...i try...with a hand over to me...
i tumbling back...feeling like being stab through my chest...
how painful i feel...
like dying lonely in the dark....
slowly...killing me....
am i...too...vile...that i cant make things better for me...
am i too vile..that i cant even deserve to feel..a moment of happiness...
maybe im too vile that people can play around with my dignity....
